Calm Casualties

The day I saw you, was the day I thought, "No, this is not gonna happen. " The day I got you was the day I thought, "Well, I like it. Let it happen." The day you left me was the day I thought, "Damn, How can this happen?" The day I overcame was the day I thought, "Maybe that was something meant to happen." And there was a day, when I saw you again, cracked down and prayed, "Oh God! For a single time, again, let it be the same as it was happened."

Hide from me, and you will not see my face again. Lie to me, you won't even have to speak from then. Cause me pain, I promise I won't shed a tear. Stab my back, and I'll dead. You have nothing to fear. ----x----x---- Weeded eyes, truthful lies. Mingled and tangled, the brain even cries. Chasing the reality, like a cat after mice. Matter of fate, or fact, that who'll survive. ----x----x---- I'm smiling, It doesn't mean there is nothing wrong. I convinced you so. 'Cause my lies were so strong. There is a secret stash of feeling I'm hiding inside. Sure you can see it, but it is impossible to find.

Being disturbed within the days of solitude Rhyming all night long searching for falling stars Gazing so deep that being lost in the dark Ignoring the fact that I belong here To planet earth Full of pathetic human beings Growing meany day by day Getting selfish hour by hour Betraying humanity and it's nature Killing and robbing Hating and raping.

Few days ago while you were mine. I was so happy for owning a soul divine. I felt so lucky that my wishes came true. But I was a fool, a stupid wearing one shoe. One shoe was with me, and one shoe was missing. First shoe was of affection, and other one of trusting. You thought me a moron, that I was a player. Well, you were so wrong, but me, I never cared. As one should understand, the other one's silence. Yeah, you took me wrong, now look into my eyes. It was you forever, just you and no one else. You may never heard of it or I might never told you this. I see my world now falling apart, I see you gone. I'm not gonna ask you back, I'll continue to be a moron. 'Cause this is me, and you loved me for it once. This is why you happened to me, for good or for worse. Keeping my eyes ground-ward, searching for my another shoe. I miss you so, an I hope you miss me too.

Kabhi hamare sath chalkar Kabhi hamare sath rehkar Tum chale gaye achanak Hamari zindagi badalkar Tum the tow lagta tha ab na koi khwahish hogi. Tum the tow lagta tha ab na koi farmaish hogi. "Jaane khuda kyu rehemgir hai mujh par? Ya mujhe tolne ki koi aazmaish hogi." Phir hua bhi kuch yun hi, tum kho gaye jaane kidhar. Jaane kaise ikk hui ye raah aur meri nazar. Hum dekhte hi reh gaye aur aashiyaana jalta reh gaya Bebas tow jaane kab se the, lo ho gaye ab beghar. Yaado ke saaye tow sath hain mere har dam, har pal, Katl karte hain mujhe, har ghadi ban mera kaatil. Fir bhi jeeye jaa rahe hain hum issi ummeed mein Aao shayad laut ke inn panaaho me phir tum kal.

I hate it high, I hate so hard. That being so close. But feeling apart. To act like a human. To think much insane. To have it all. But nothing to claim. Assuming you know me. Pretending you're there. Realizing it's nothing. But a sheer dream-sphere. Then I hate it much more. Like some shit so real. Trying to get over it. The memories you appeal.

Sometimes I grow, I grow so cold. Feel nothing, see nothing, have nothing to hold. But somehow I know, I hear it so loud. The sound that resonates, resonates outbound. Hurting my heart, my soul and my brain, "Bleeding and bleeding, Listening and breathing" Inhales then exhales, exhales in pain. Like raising alone, in a darksome sky, A sky without stars, stars and moonlight. Fearing the sunrays, escaping the shadows. Running so fast, dead and disclosed. In search of a place, where I can hide, "Bleeding and bleeding, Searching and seeking." Seeking so long that I went so blind. Sometimes I grow.