Calm Casualties

So you think I've got an attitude problem. Perhaps, you caught a perception problem. ;)  (Curtains Call) If you're waiting for a 'Hi' or 'Hello' to start with Then I must tell you, I just don't do that & I can't help it. I can't act sweet all the time cuz being a friend means much more. I don't seem to be, but yeah, I do care for sure. Sometimes I fake around you cuz I like it when I see you smile. It's easy to flaunt the truth but what if it'll apart us like miles? All I'm trying is to hold, to save this relationship. Of course I'm trying hard, so hard, to fix this emotive shit. But again If I'm hurting you like a heartache & causing you cry. Just let me know baby, I'll escape from your world and without asking why. Or all you could do is to leave me alone.. At your own.

Live and die. Love and cry. My world has just two faces, mine and thy. My dream is to chase you. Even across all skies. I know I have no wings, but I still wanna fly. I know, I'll fall. I know my future is dry. But still, I will stand up, flutter my wings and try.   This life is full of sorrows. This planet is filled with pains. The wounds I have will never heal, heart-aches,blunt cuts and boggling strains. Pulping out the memories, to get back those moments. The moments I had you, and this aint a lie. My world has just two faces, mine and thy.

Was it my fault, or were they yours? Or was it the time, what was so coarse? Like a pair of curtains, we drifted apart. Holding same pole, but hanging so far. Staring at void, I saw you in tears. But they were just stars, as sky got more clearer. I shape you in fog, in mist, in water. I feel you around, every moment, like air. Someday, I hope, the curtains will be closer, Hiding the insight, together and forever. Blocking the sun-rays, the meddlers, to come in. Escaping from the world, and continue what we were dreaming...

It's been a while when I used to sit against my machine and wrote about the stuff I felt during the time. The time when I was into much thinking and do nothing state, expressing my brain (not heart) through keyboard. But since long, I haven't done it. Not since last two years I guess. I still think a lot. About the things one shouldn't care about, one shouldn't waste his/her time about. But I still do. And im starting it again. To type them down here. Happy Blogging?